redirecting..

i've moved to:

fizhasan.blogspot

sorry for the inconvinience (if any)

heheheh...

it has been a long time..

assalamualaykum..

i just realized that i didn't even post an entry in january..

as if i was damn busy, aight?hehe..

was not, actually..but it's a matter of ideas to write..

the past month i felt as if my mind was numb, didn't have any clue of what to blog.

no, i had some things to share, but expressing it in my blog seemed like the toughest job at that time.

furthermore, i didn't think it matters to anyone at all.

it's depressing.

why can't i write well??

why can't i express my thoughts flawlessly like everyone does?

am i not good in english?*sigh*

anyhoo, i'm betting bored of this blog already.

maybe if my brain works better after this, i might come up with a new bolg.

more personalized one hopefully.

until then, i just have to continue writing in this blog.

take care, guys!

{sorry, for this lame entry..}

HAPPY NEW HIJRI YEAR 1426!!

hola!!!!!

assalamualaykum y'all.

after a very lo-------ng break i finally come up with an entry for my oh-so-lame blog. am not going to update anything now. just thought of sharing something a VERY good friend of mine posted in his blog. 'tis an edited version though. revealing his identity is not important as to share his thoughts about things in life. as for the issue you're about to read, just take it as an honest opinion from a person. even though i agree with him 200%. hehehe..

have 'fun' reading!

"Life can be very simple - it depends on how you look at it. I was talking to my dad about a lot of stuff, as usual, and this analogy of Amoeba came up. This is a good one. That’s why I want to share it with you. Some people view this creature as simple because it has only one cell but some perceive it as complex since one thing does everything. So whether your life is complicated or simple, it’s literally up to you. One thing becomes a problem if you want it to be a problem. Interesting, isn’t it? One more perspective is added to my library.

And things are going just fine. I’m academically and financially OK. It’s all good. Mentally? Yeah, I think my mind is stable at the moment. Spiritually? I’m not the Judge. But I’m doing my best though. I hope I do. But I still sense some sort of emptiness inside regardless of how well things are going. Am I in need of a company? Is this the moment? Should I be looking for my mate? I’m sure that during this time of life people at my age would feel the urge to interact with members of the opposite sex. But seldom do we ask ourselves, where do we draw the line? Why do we have couples before marriage? Is this permissible in the eyes of the Almighty? I don’t have the answers to all these questions but the latter gives me the best reason not to. Honestly, I’m not a big fan. As a matter fact, I don’t believe in a relationship before marriage. Being married is the relationship right there. If you love and get to know each other before tying the knot, what is there to do after? To some degree, I am sure you will agree that the rate of divorce is up and this is due to unconventional mixing and relationship before the marriage. Before getting married, everything is beautiful and the birds are singing and the sun is shining. What happens after? The ugly side is unraveled and due to the fact that it is not balanced with the side before – the consideration for both to hang on is compromised. I’m not saying all too-early relationships end this way but some do. And I’m not saying I don’t have female friends though, because I would be totally clueless about them then. But what I’m saying is - be very careful about this institution. Protect your heritage, the new generation. We’re talking about our sons and daughters here. Don’t you want what’s best for them? Would you want your sons and daughters to mix around freely? I don’t think so. Think about it."

leaving..[not on a jet plane, though..]

"All my bags are packed

I'm ready to go

I'm standing here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin'

This early morn

The taxi's waitin'

He's blowin' his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go"

assalamualaykum..

hey, you guys..

believe it or not, i'll start my duty as a teacher this 1 January 2005..

what a start!..[of a brand new year]..

heck, maybe it's for the better..

[mo money, mo money..thehehehe..]

eh, i haven't informed u guys where i'm gonna be posted, aight?

as i requested, i got Terengganu..and the district is [sadly] Setiu..

(ATTENTION SHAXU & SARR : Setiu is in Terengganu..=])

the school's is alright though..at least physically..

new school and great facilities..

with students only about 150..

whoaaaaa...feel like heaven..

but wallahuallam, haven't met the school's admin, fellow teachers etc..

hopefully i'll not have to endure the 'sufferings' i experienced during practical..

anyhoo, the school's name is SK SUNGAI LEREK..

wish me luck, guys..[really need it..]

so, i'm going to tganu tomorrow..

will be staying @my aunt's first before renting my own place..

+sigh+

this is it..finally the moment has come..

hopefully i can bear it..

wassalam~

off to kuale terengganu- for real!

assalamualykum..

due to heavy flood in kelantan last week, i've postponed my visit to kuale..

thank god, Kutan survived the flood..

anyhoo, i'm off to kuale this evening..

with my sis n bro in-law n nephews..

be back next weekend, insyaAllah..

so, adios..

take care, y'all...

wassalam~~

PostScript:-mache, i'll send u the song later, ok?

C.R.A.Z.Y

[performed by Javier]

Kind of like a summer's breeze,

you do exactly as you please,

drop a brother to his knees just for fun.

I think it was the first of May,

girl I can't forget the day,

right then and there I knew you were the one.

Do you think that possibly, you could spend your life with me,

cuz girl this love is growing, and it's hotter than the sun.

I get a little bit crazy baby,

everytime you call my name

my heart beats a little bit faster, after,

you are in my arms again.

You try to fight it, don't even try to hide it,

emotions falling down like the rain,

I can't find the words to explain it, ain't it,

crazy how i fall,

everytime you call my name.

It's kind of like a work of art,

you shot an arrow through my heart,

even though we're worlds apart I can't deny,

it feels like your apart of me ,the finish and the start of me,

girl you are the heart of me,

and that's no lie,

did I mention that I love you so,

and I just want the world to know,

if I could you know I would

write your name across the sky

Crazy, crazy...

Everytime that your close to me,

I lose control of my sanity,

everynight, everyday, every word and you say,

girl do you know you put a spell on me.

Crazy,

Everytime you call my name,

I don't know what to do,

I'm so in love with you.